For now...

So....I'm going to DISAPPEAR for now...I will come back and update whenever I decide to come back. I need to be away. I will be online, but only couple of close friends will see me online to chat because I'm not in the mood to chat with anyone else, but the people I love! SORRY! I really have to do this! But before I leave, here are 2 pictures I took recently. One of my childhood friends and of myself.

Tommy, Pastor Ivy, Lydia and Angela =) We were at Orchard Rd =)

Good-bye for now
...Oh hope you like the new song! It's from Lifehouse's new album. Enjoy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HELEN!!! LOVE YA!!

When to the beach with Karen...so here are some pictures.


1/2...Karen and me




1/2/3/4/5...Out infront of me.



1/2/3...Up above me.


Coconut tree along with other trees.


Guess which one is mine?! ^_~


ME!!! =)



Us again...waiting for the bus to come!!

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I'm glad there are people out there do care about my happiness! But a certain someone just couldn't stand seeing me happy! I mean if that person wants to be friends and consider me as a friend, then shouldn't this person want to know why I'm so happy? Shouldn't this person want to hear about my wonderful experience that bring me to where I am now? Seriously...I think that's very selfish of that person...either changing the subject or say "I have to go" whenever I mention about my happiness. And this person try to turn the tables around and say about me?!?! Oh gosh! I'm not the one who IM this person. This person is the one who wanted a friendship, so I gave it. And I am trying to be a friend. I share all my experiences to all my friends, not just this person! I mean this is such a good news to me and I want to share it to everyone that I know!!! If others can find time to talk to me and celebrate it with me...than why can't this person do that? It's not like we talk everyday! I mean for goodness sake I'm at the different side of the globe!!! I wake up every Monday morning just so I can call this person...that's what friends would do for each other! But apparently, this person is not much of a friend. Personally, I don't even think we're friends. This friendship is just a one sided relationship. How lame is that?! I'm glad I have the strength to cut it off now...I mean I found a great love and I want to share with everyone about it! I want people to see me and know that I'm happy...because I haven't been happy for a very long time! Sighh...it's sad. Just like the verse said in Mark 2:21, "No one sews a patch of unshrunk cloth on an old garment. If he does, the new piece will pull away from hte old, making the tear worse." It's so true! I should take all the old stuff in my life out of my new awesome life! I shouldn't hang onto my past...I should cut it off with that person! Because this person will always bring me down if I continue this friendship. It's going to be a challenge because I'm friends with this person's friends. And they are great people and I don't want to loose their friendship! What should I do? I will pray to God. Only He knows what is best for me.

But other than that, my wonderful date with Him was awesome! Praise God!!! I love Him so much! It's the most wonderful feeling ever. Everytime I talk to Him I get butterflies! I'm glad that He was patiently waiting for me when I turned away. He continued to love me when I stopped loving Him. He loves me so much that He didn't let me die when I could of easily did! He saved me and kept me going! Now that I found Him again and He's back into my life...Life is so much more meaningful! I love myself again! I don't have any hate in my heart! I appreciate His company and I definitely am in love!!! =)

I want to thank my parents...I know it was very hard for them to let me go to come to Singapore. I know they worried for me everyday! I know they were hurt when they saw me hurt and cry. But they continue to keep their faith in the Lord that I will be healed! They continue to pray for me and love me in whatever condition I am in. They are the greatest parents in the world. I miss them so much. I wish I can give them a hug and tell them I love them. I am so lucky to have such a loving and understanding parents! I am so blessed.
I want to thank my Auntie Diana...Even though I only just found out not many years ago that I have her as my aunt, she loves me and prayed for me everyday. She always take me out to eat and just have wonderful conversation with me. She never gave up on me finding God again. She was always encouraging me and searching for information for every question I had. I am definitely blessed to have such an awesome aunt. I am glad I was able to share my feelings and heartbreak stories to her! I mean she even took me to Thailand!!!! I do really love her!
I want to thank my cousin, Karen...Without her staying by my side, comfort me when I cried, and taking me out...I don't even know what my situation will be like right now. She will always make me laugh and we always have such a fun time together! Even though she doesn't have much money, but was able to take me out and have fun! =) I love you so much Karen! You're the best cousin ever!
I want to thank my sister, Eunice...She's always encourages me and comfort me when I needed her! Yeah we live far from each other, but she will always find some time to talk to me on the phone! You're always be my little sister! I love you and I'm just so bless to have you and Grace as my sisters. I promise I will be a much better role model to you guys and be there for you guys! I miss you!!!!
I want to thank everyone else...All my other friends, who continue to pray for me, gave me encouraging advice, for loving me, for caring about me, for everything! You guys kept me going to stay on alive! I love you guys and I miss you all! I can't wait to come back and see you guys!! I am so blessed to have such great friends in my life!

I must go now! It's late and time to sleep! But before I go...
God, I love you! Thank You for Your amazing love! You have been most patient with me and so gracious to me! Please be with my family and friends. Watch over them for me. Thank You, Father! Amen
Have a wonderful day/night! Bye! Always smile because God loves you!!! =) Oh yeah! I got a mp3 player! =) And I love it so much!!!

Song lyrics: "I'm singing out my praise, I'm pouring out my thanks, For the power of Your love is changing me. I'm lifting up my voice, I'm dancing in the joy, For the power of Your love is changing me." from "The Power Of Your Love" by Gary Sadler.